My early night lent itself to a nice, "early" morning. I was up and going by 9 am. I went to Whole Foods where the parking lot was nearly empty (hallelujah!) and stumbled upon a fantastic hot breakfast bar. I LOVE breakfast-- morning, noon and night, so this just made my day. I grabbed some food, came home, poured a cup of coffee and cracked open my journal.
It was time to set intentions for the new year. I started by writing down what I want this year to consist of. How will I learn, grow and become a better version of myself? I asked myself what the theme of 2013 would be for me. After jotting down several thoughts, I quickly realized what this year is all about for me. FALLING IN LOVE. No, it's not what you think. I mean falling in love with myself. I mean that in the least egotistical way.
So that is what this year is for me. A journey of self-love. An expedition of self-discovery. Growth. Empowerment. Independence. Consciousness. Awakening. Healing. And more than anything...acceptance. This is a year for my spirit.
It's not going to be easy. It's actually quite frightening! I have no idea where to begin. But it's going to be wonderful. It's going to be worth it. And at the end of all this, I am going to be madly in love with myself. And because of that, I will have so much love to pour onto others. Idealistic? Maybe. But that's the only way I know how to do things.
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my first run of 2013: snotty, sick, phlegmy miles.
this run did not bring me one ounce of enjoyment as I am clearly still sick.
flu bug, be gone!
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I'd say I'm sorry for the breakup, but it doesn't seem appropriate- it seems like you're doing the right thing for you.
ReplyDeleteThis year I hope to be healthier, a better wife, smarter, and maybe add a member to our little family...
Best of luck on your goals! Happy new year, Christine!
DeleteAwwwww, I'm really sorry to hear about you and Angela. Whatever the reasons, whose ever the decision, I hope you find your happiness! No one deserves it more than you!
ReplyDeleteSuch kind words, Pam! Wishing you the absolute best in 2013!
DeleteI hope that you achieve all your goals this year, though I am sad to hear about your breakup. But learning to love yourself will have so many rewards and I know you'll be happier in the end.
ReplyDeleteI too have been sick, but I forced myself first to take a three mile run this morning (slow & snotty), then attend a new year's celebration yoga class, which totally kicked my butt. Still glad I did it, though.
Have a wonderful, happy new year!
Being sick is the worst, isn't it? I was also planning on following my run with yoga but decided against it.
DeleteHave a wonderful new year to you, as well!
Hey! New reader here. Obviously I don't know the background, but I'm happy to see that you want to find a way to love yourself. We all need that a bit more in our lives. While under different circumstances for sure, I went through a rather tough break up a few years ago and after bouncing around aimlessly I decided I needed time to myself. Not long after, athletics were what let me be me and in essence discover who I was. Ever since I found that piece of the puzzle I've been a completely different person and every person I know tells me the same thing.
ReplyDeleteI wish you the best of luck on your journey of self-discovery and look forward to plenty more tales and gorgeous run/trail pictures!
Hi Kurt! Glad you stopped by! I can't wait to check out your blog.
DeleteThank you for the kind words. :)
Get well and happy new year!
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ReplyDeleteI hope you feel better soon, it seems like sickness is everywhere!
ReplyDeleteLast night I posted on FB that 2013 is the year of ME so I totally relate (except you said it so much better!) Good luck on your journey, I have no doubt this will be a beautiful year for you. :)
Good luck on your journey, as well! Sounds like 2013 is all about the KATEs! :)
DeleteTaking care and loving yourself first is such a wonderful thing to do for everyone you love. I'm sure you'll have a fantastic year!
ReplyDeleteHappy New Year and hope you feel better soon <3
Thank you! I hope 2013 is equally as fantastic for you!
DeleteIf you don't love yourself, you can't be in a healthy relationship. I believe that and I wish you all my best in learning more about yourself. You will love what you find!
ReplyDeleteI agree. Self love is of the utmost importance.
DeleteHappy New Year!!
If you don't love yourself, you can't be in a healthy relationship. I believe that and I wish you all my best in learning more about yourself. You will love what you find!
ReplyDeleteone door closes, many windows open. good luck on your journey. the trip won't be easy, but it'll be worthy.
ReplyDeleteNo matter the reasons, I'm sure it is hard in many ways and I'm hoping you have a solid support system. Your objective is fantastic. I could say so much on this post. It really speaks to me. My session with my therapist tomorrow is going to work on believing that I am beautiful...as a sideshoot to loving myself :) It's hard work, but we are on the right path. ((((hugs)))) and hearts to you. Here's to a joyous and loving 2013 :)
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you and Ang have gone your separate ways...I'm sure it's incredibly tough. I really admire that you are turning to working on self love. That's something that can only make you a better person and I think you're already pretty amazing! Happy 2013 to you!
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry to hear that you may be hurting but I hope that you find yourself somewhere better because of it. You are beautiful and seem so full of life I can't imagine 2013 not being a great year for you. I wish you the best on your journey!
ReplyDeleteBest of luck with your new journey. Good wishes to Angie, too! You sound like a very brave, wise young woman to be able to make such a difficult choice:)
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear your run was yucky. My husband and I just recovered from lung infections but just in time for our annual New Years Eve Run!
Take care and happy new year!
❀Barbara❀
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I was wondering about that, but didn't want to pry. I'm glad to hear you are in a good place. I'm such a fan of you Kate and I only wish you the best!
ReplyDeleteSo much to love...a beautiful journey ahead for you Kate.
ReplyDeleteLove your theme for the new year. Good luck and happy new year!
ReplyDeleteIt's good that you are taking the time to find you. I did that in 2011 (going through a divorce) and in the process I found what I truly wanted for me. Then, I found the man of my dreams. But sometimes you have to be selfish to figure out you.
ReplyDeleteI had a lot of goals this year for me since I'm making a big change in my life. But the one thing is that I have to stay positive. I've already been tested and it's only been January. It's been hard. But I try to find at least one positive thing in the bad situation and that has tried to let me get rid of built in emotions, anger, and/or stress. Good luck!